I lay in bed and wonder what the hell I’m doing here
Can I wake up from this dream?
Can I please just disappear
The darkness surrounds me
It’s getting so cold
I’m all alone
With no one to hold
My world is so empty
All that’s left is pain
No sunshine to light my way
Just never-ending rain
So I drown in tears
My heart is crying
No one seems to notice,
My soul is dying,
I have to fake my crazy laugh
I act like the life of the party
And pretend like everything is fine
So they don’t see me as I truly am
Even if my smile is crooked
I still try
I can’t take away the pain
I can’t pretend that I’m okay
I can’t take it anymore
I hate it all
Please forgive me God
But you know I’ve had enough.
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