WHY?

You should know I tried

When I said I was satisfied

I lied

Say what you want

Don’t be difficult

Who hurt you ?

Why do I have to pay for it

Why do I have to keep asking myself to wake up from this dream

Why do I have to beg for you to be on my team

Why do I have to make a fool of myself

Something about this still feels strange

It’s killing me now

I’ve had everything

But not the real you

I still feel lonely

Soon everyone would see right through you

I said I’ve had everything

Like you’re made of glass

But I’ve still not seen the real you

You’re all I want

Just let me hold you

The real you

I know you’re scared to be vulnerable

I’m scared too

I’ve always been

I let all my guards down with you

Why can’t you be the same too

Did you lie when you said you loved me too

In every option I know I come number two

I still let you see right through me

Why’s it so hard to be with you

Why do I have to try extra hard

Why is it so sad

Why do I still feel unhappy

Why!

Can’t you hear me

I’m in love with the real you

I can’t wait to meet her

I need her

I crave her

Show me