Starting to become familiar with it
I mean this life of disorderliness
Where we leave our trash lying around
Waiting for someone to clear up the mess
We love so hard
We get hurt
And we fight the pain by trying to love someone else harder
Self destruction at its finest
Pain is the comfort zone
They say ,”put down the phone”
“Don’t call her”
“You don’t need her”
“Why can’t you just forget about her”
So I dared my demons
I show up at her door step
Begging for her to stay close
Every crumb from the bread of love
I’d gladly pick from the floor
For every drop of water that comes to wash this stupidity
I’d gladly block the shore
So I say,
“Just one last time”
“And we can call it quits “
But here I am again
It’s never going to be enough
This is the death of me
I’m dying in my mind
Where all the space she took
Can’t be recovered
Dancing to soothing sad music
You say that’s sick
At least I have chaos and one sided love
What do you have?
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