OXYGEN

I can’t breathe

Feeling like somethings chaotic is about to happen

Feeling as though I’m trying to catch my breath

But still in that process

I can’t breathe

She left,

And for this reason,

It feels like my heart is squeezing

And my neck choked, not talking sexually

Is all well with me mentally ?

I can’t breathe

Air left me when she abandoned me

Like a book left on shelf

I slowly started dying

I can’t breathe

When she left my light turned to darkness

The beautiful life she promised, we couldn’t witness

How dare she leave

She knows she’s my weakness

Now all smiles lost

Holding on to memories that made me smile genuinely,

Like when I always told her, “smile for me baby”

I knew she was my one and only

She made me breathe

Fire ever burning

Desires never stopping

No matter what she thought she was

I saw the beauty in what seemed to be broken

And mystery in what made her who she is

I never planned for this

Where is my breath ?

I can’t breathe

Where is my oxygen?