It gets so lonely sometimes
I’ve been lonely for too long
Even while I was in relationships
It’s like no one really got me
No one really knew me
No one knew how to love me
Now I’m all alone
It gets so quiet at night
And I take up one side of the bed
I’ve become so addicted to it
Maybe it’s because that’s where I charge my phone and use it nonstop to distract me from the pain I feel
To make it less quiet
Less alone
I have my phone
Feeling sadness from loneliness does not equate lack of self worth
I think it’s time I get honest with myself
Being alone isn’t self love
It’s sometimes self isolation
I guess I’m afraid that someone would use my vulnerability against me
I’m too sensitive
I can’t afford to have more pain
But sometimes I wish I had my woman
I wish she adored me just as much as I adore her
She doesn’t exist yet
Although, a girl can only wish
Wish to be less lonely tonight
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