Author: Queenremss

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REBEL

It was the way she danced away the night

Her star shining even in plain sight

The way she spoke

The way she was unapologetic

Her aura was magnetic

I saw myself in her

A rebel we don’t play by the rules

taking physical action,

not just holding and believing in unpopular views

She’s special

I can feel it

See it

I’m lost in the imagination of all that she is

She reminds me of myself

Fighting these demons

But maintaining sanity by any means necessary

Turning weed to our every day accessory

Temporary wipe out of our bad memory

Just maybe from there we just might change this story

We carry our power and darkness with all of our glory

Like shield and armors

You dare not harm us

She’s a rebel

I love that about a woman

A “fuck the world type of woman”

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BEFORE I SLEPT…

Before I slept

I closed my eyes and touched my body

I imagined it was your hands

I opened my eyes and pictured you walking towards me and grabbing both of my legs and going down on me

I imagined you doing things that only our eyes I could see

I reminded myself of how soothing your voice is to me

As I thrust deeper and deeper I called out your name

I thought of you being naked on top of me

How wet your pussy could be

While smashing into mine and causing an overflow of cum

I gasped for breath

And thought of you holding my neck and choking me

Telling me that I was all you needed me to be

Deeper deeper deeper

It was better imagining you fucking me

It was intense

I’d do anything to get you to touch me for real

I crave every bit of you

I closed my eyes again

I took out the ice

And held you in my arms from the back sitting on the bed naked

I held you so tight and put it all over your beautiful neck

Then down to your nipples

Then down to your navel

All the way down to your pussy

You shivered

And then I touched it how it needed to be touched

While kissing on your neck and chocking you the exact way you needed to be

Before I slept

I imagined you all over me

It wasn’t a sad night

Not a single tear dropped except tears of joy

the imagination of you was my sex toy

Didn’t need no vibrator

I want more

I’m not done yet

Come on top of me

Hit it right where our pussy meets

Let our cum stain this sheets

Fuck me harder and harder

Give me the main course ,fuck the starter

I want you today , tomorrow , next year, and the fucking year after.

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WHY?

You should know I tried

When I said I was satisfied

I lied

Say what you want

Don’t be difficult

Who hurt you ?

Why do I have to pay for it

Why do I have to keep asking myself to wake up from this dream

Why do I have to beg for you to be on my team

Why do I have to make a fool of myself

Something about this still feels strange

It’s killing me now

I’ve had everything

But not the real you

I still feel lonely

Soon everyone would see right through you

I said I’ve had everything

Like you’re made of glass

But I’ve still not seen the real you

You’re all I want

Just let me hold you

The real you

I know you’re scared to be vulnerable

I’m scared too

I’ve always been

I let all my guards down with you

Why can’t you be the same too

Did you lie when you said you loved me too

In every option I know I come number two

I still let you see right through me

Why’s it so hard to be with you

Why do I have to try extra hard

Why is it so sad

Why do I still feel unhappy

Why!

Can’t you hear me

I’m in love with the real you

I can’t wait to meet her

I need her

I crave her

Show me

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BLIND (part 1).

Maybe I’m not what you want

Maybe I’m just what distracts you until you get it

But I hope you still want me

When I’ve moved on

I hope you remember how I made you feel

I hope you remember the sound of my moan when you touched me

The taste of my lips

Because I still taste yours on mine in my dreams

The sound the bed made when you were on top of me

The face you made me make

While you made me cum

Because I remember yours

The dimples I see when you smile

I can’t live without you

And it haunts me

It hurts me

That I don’t know how I fell in love with you

I just remember holding your hand

Realizing how much it was going to hurt to let it go

I knew someday I’d have to

I just didn’t know it would be too soon

No matter how much you make me feel sometimes

I still want you

I want to hold your face

And kiss you anywhere I want

Even in elevators

Or on the damn street of Lagos

Where no one can stand to see us

I never understood why I wasn’t enough for you

It crushes my heart feeling like you meant the world to me

But you only made me a little space in your heart

And that was where I took shelter and it comforted me

I’d cry for a few months

Until it no longer hurts

Just memories

They weren’t that many memories

But the few where the best in the world

It’s so messed up

The fact that I will always love you

Even if that love hurts me deep

I can’t write anymore than this

It hurts

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FACADE.

She’s a tortured soul with the face of an angel

Heart turned to stone bought from the pit of hell

A facade

She wears it so well

Wears the happiness to hide her fears

But never really knew what true happiness was

A rebel she never cares what she does

Living for the revenge

Just like Medusa

Revenge against those that turned her to a monster

A deceiver

Acting out the role they played

Hurting others

Bleeding on those who didn’t cut her

Making them suffer

She did not plan to turn out this way

But she changed the moment she realized they’d never stay

She has come to realize that love never stays

For the rest of her days

She’d never be the same as she was once before

She’s a living reflection of her past

An encore

Of pain and lack of love

She’s what they made of her

A demon in disguise.

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True friends.

When your world comes crashing down

When you’re at your lowest

And you aren’t at your best

The ones who stay

Should never be cast away

The are all you have in a world where we sometimes feel alone

In a world when you feel as though you have no strength to stand

they will be your bone

When you have nowhere to run to

They are home and the shelter that keeps you believing

Even when you lost all hope

They are true friends

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Midnight thoughts…

Forgive me If I’m hurt

But I’m only human

Forgive me that I cannot think of someone else having you

For I’m only in love

Never known it

Never felt it

But the broken pieces of my heart seem to be mended by you

The soft touches

Your soft skin

Your beautiful smile

Lights up my dark world

I see you

I know you

and I love all the things you hate about yourself

You’re a perfect imperfection

It really does feel like I’ve known you all my life

I love you

Always will.

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One more

Eyes like paradise

Smile worth more than diamonds

Strikes my heart In seconds

She was different

She was beautiful

She was simply all I’ve never had

The best I ever had

She was an angel

Kiss me just one more time

Before the world fucks it all up

And confusion and fear holds me hostage

Look into my eyes and tell me the best of things

Just one more time before it all ends

One more time

Before I remember all is temporary

And all I cannot have

One more smile

One more look in your eyes

While I feed my soul with happiness

One more touch

Just maybe

You might feel the same way

And think of me when you get wet

Just the same way I think of you

And crave every bit of you

It’s not lust

It’s something deeper than I can explain

I’ve never felt this

Never known this

But I all I feel is butterflies

All I feel is addiction

Your body , a drug

That leaves me in nostalgia

Just one more you.

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My shadow

Depression is my shadow

It follows me everywhere

Sometimes I think its gone and just right when it’s dark and a little light shines upon my life

It shows itself

Turns it all dark again

Comes to remind me of my pain

Reminds me of a dark little space

That It has hidden me in

And even when I try to be found

It reminds me that no one cares to look for me

Reminds me of the pain waiting for me behind my blinding fantasy

I’m not too blind to see

That It’s just me and depression

I and my shadow.

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Lost myself.

I have lost so many pieces of my heart to silence ,

I have kept mute when they tested my patience ,

I lost myself to those precious little moments ,

That I would’ve called you mine when they thought we were just friends,

I should’ve said something ,

I lost myself when I settled with their perception of us,

I lost myself when I couldn’t tell them who we are ,

And all we have ,

Those precious moments when I could have owned up to you being mine ,

And I , yours.

Those moments when they called us sisters,

I should’ve said something,

But I didn’t.

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