Nothing makes sense anymore
I’m no longer waiting to see what the future has in store
I wish there was light at the end of my tunnel
The deeper I go the darker it gets
As I take each step with regrets
That I chose to be here
To have hope in a future I knew wasn’t coming
Now I’m here running
Just fast enough to get to the end of this misery
Just fast enough to leave all the pain behind
I guess happiness is hard to find
So let me have peace of mind instead
Even if I know I’d find the ultimate peace when I’m dead
My world is a mess
I’m only here playing a damsel in distress
Too late to regress
Just here to impress
That I can be your title of a strong woman and let it all go
And act a “pick me”, so society can drive me into dirt
Call me societies wheel barrow
I play the main character so I don’t have to remember all this is real
I am here once again pretending to be okay and dressed to kill
I thought I was dead for too long but now I’m back as usual
You might think that my write ups are unusual
Sit back , think , relate
You are in this hell we call life
We are just too blind to see the fire surrounding us
Burning us beyond recognition
Trust me this isn’t a competition
At this point in my life there is nothing I fear
Not a thousands deaths
Nor a million misogynistic men
Not a thousand army at lekki toll gate
Not a fucking homophobic moron
Not anyone
Not you
Not me
I fear nothing
Not even this pointless thing called life
Absolutely nothing!
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