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POINTLESS NOTHINGNESS CALLED LIFE.

Nothing makes sense anymore

I’m no longer waiting to see what the future has in store

I wish there was light at the end of my tunnel

The deeper I go the darker it gets

As I take each step with regrets

That I chose to be here

To have hope in a future I knew wasn’t coming

Now I’m here running

Just fast enough to get to the end of this misery

Just fast enough to leave all the pain behind

I guess happiness is hard to find

So let me have peace of mind instead

Even if I know I’d find the ultimate peace when I’m dead

My world is a mess

I’m only here playing a damsel in distress

Too late to regress

Just here to impress

That I can be your title of a strong woman and let it all go

And act a “pick me”, so society can drive me into dirt

Call me societies wheel barrow

I play the main character so I don’t have to remember all this is real

I am here once again pretending to be okay and dressed to kill

I thought I was dead for too long but now I’m back as usual

You might think that my write ups are unusual

Sit back , think , relate

You are in this hell we call life

We are just too blind to see the fire surrounding us

Burning us beyond recognition

Trust me this isn’t a competition

At this point in my life there is nothing I fear

Not a thousands deaths

Nor a million misogynistic men

Not a thousand army at lekki toll gate

Not a fucking homophobic moron

Not anyone

Not you

Not me

I fear nothing

Not even this pointless thing called life

Absolutely nothing!

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REBEL

It was the way she danced away the night

Her star shining even in plain sight

The way she spoke

The way she was unapologetic

Her aura was magnetic

I saw myself in her

A rebel we don’t play by the rules

taking physical action,

not just holding and believing in unpopular views

She’s special

I can feel it

See it

I’m lost in the imagination of all that she is

She reminds me of myself

Fighting these demons

But maintaining sanity by any means necessary

Turning weed to our every day accessory

Temporary wipe out of our bad memory

Just maybe from there we just might change this story

We carry our power and darkness with all of our glory

Like shield and armors

You dare not harm us

She’s a rebel

I love that about a woman

A “fuck the world type of woman”

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BEFORE I SLEPT…

Before I slept

I closed my eyes and touched my body

I imagined it was your hands

I opened my eyes and pictured you walking towards me and grabbing both of my legs and going down on me

I imagined you doing things that only our eyes I could see

I reminded myself of how soothing your voice is to me

As I thrust deeper and deeper I called out your name

I thought of you being naked on top of me

How wet your pussy could be

While smashing into mine and causing an overflow of cum

I gasped for breath

And thought of you holding my neck and choking me

Telling me that I was all you needed me to be

Deeper deeper deeper

It was better imagining you fucking me

It was intense

I’d do anything to get you to touch me for real

I crave every bit of you

I closed my eyes again

I took out the ice

And held you in my arms from the back sitting on the bed naked

I held you so tight and put it all over your beautiful neck

Then down to your nipples

Then down to your navel

All the way down to your pussy

You shivered

And then I touched it how it needed to be touched

While kissing on your neck and chocking you the exact way you needed to be

Before I slept

I imagined you all over me

It wasn’t a sad night

Not a single tear dropped except tears of joy

the imagination of you was my sex toy

Didn’t need no vibrator

I want more

I’m not done yet

Come on top of me

Hit it right where our pussy meets

Let our cum stain this sheets

Fuck me harder and harder

Give me the main course ,fuck the starter

I want you today , tomorrow , next year, and the fucking year after.

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Lost myself.

I have lost so many pieces of my heart to silence ,

I have kept mute when they tested my patience ,

I lost myself to those precious little moments ,

That I would’ve called you mine when they thought we were just friends,

I should’ve said something ,

I lost myself when I settled with their perception of us,

I lost myself when I couldn’t tell them who we are ,

And all we have ,

Those precious moments when I could have owned up to you being mine ,

And I , yours.

Those moments when they called us sisters,

I should’ve said something,

But I didn’t.

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PEOPLE LIKE ME

It’s been a while I went to church

It’s been a while I spoke to God

I don’t chose to be far away

But I have no choice but to be

Seems like it’s the only way

Sometimes I want to have conversation with God

I want to know if it’s true

All I’ve been hearing about him turning His back against girls and boys like me

They say God doesn’t love us

That we are abominations

That we don’t deserve your love and kindness

That you’d never listen to us

Is it true ?

I’ve always wanted to know

I want to stop feeling guilty anytime I call on you to provide me a loving girlfriend who will open doors to unbelievable dreams I thought never existed

Or calling on you to take away my depression

Is it wrong ?

I stayed away from church for so long

They make me feel like an outcast

They call me a sinner and a product of satan indirectly

I hate the pretense

It’s disgusting that I have to sit there and act like I’m okay with it

With people spiting me

I’m not welcomed there

They judge people like me

It’s all in our favor that the pandemic caused a suspension on churches

And I would not accept the fact that they say your love does not get to people like me

The amazing people you created

They say we are mentally deranged

Millions of us ?

you created us so didn’t you give us the ability to feel ?

Why are we so many

Are millions of us walking around mentally deranged ?

Mentally deranged for loving who we love ?

For living our truth and being happy ?

Tell me

I need answers

Who made this rule

Who wrote the Bible

Why did they do this to us

What if ?

Just what if ?

Religion is the only problem standing in our way

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Only a day

It’s been only a day

And all I can think about is you

The softness of your lips

The softness of your hair

And the softness of your body on mine

The scent off your body forms a never ending imagination in my head

I form these crazy hallucinations of you in my bed

I wonder if you’d ever really be mine

Or I’ll be stuck with all I have of you

These memories that I’d keep for as long as I wait till you want me

A part of me tells me your heart is with someone else

And it hurts that I have to hide the way I feel about you

Some day I hope you’d feel the same too

Love is crazy

Isn’t it ?

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BIT MY LIP.

Sometimes I blur out the world

And just think of you

Sometimes I close my eyes hoping I sleep just to dream of you

Sometimes I get high

Just high enough to hallucinate you right by my side

I pull on the air

Imagining the strands of your hair

I bit my lip last night

I thought of yours and it distracted me

I want to show you off my love

I don’t want to care anymore

Why should I hide an angel so beautiful

I don’t want to hide you anymore

I’d pull up to Aso rock and tell the president to shove his ego up his ass

So he’d know how good it feels to be queer

I just hope you hear

My heart is calling on you my wife

I’d show up to the market filled with old women and take in all their frowns and disgust and make them feel whatever pain they feel just by watching two women In love kiss

I’d show up to a gathering of men at a beer parlor who turned their wives into kitchen plates that live in the kitchen cabinets

And show them how to treat a woman

I’d kiss you again and again my love

They would spit at us and call us sinners

But I would blur them out

I’d bite my lip again and stare at your beautiful face

For you I’d run a race

From the beginning of the world to the end

I will love you till the death of me

They can’t take away my love for you

Even if they take me away from you

I just hope you hear me my wife

My heart is calling

Everyday I keep on falling

I bite my lip again

Hoping I see you in my dreams

Goodnight my lover.

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Pineapples 🍍

I want a taste of it

A taste of pineapple

It’d taste better coming from you

I’d sneak in leave no traces maybe

But your neighbors might call that you screamed my name too loud

It would work but you can’t get it with no sound

gasp for breath while I choke you

I promise it won’t hurt

Scratch on my back while I pierce you

I promise you would vibrate

Look into my eyes while I satisfy myself with your beauty and just how perfectly shaped your lips are

Kiss me one more time

Remind me that I’m vulnerable to you

Whisper in my ear that you love me

Call me your super hero

And boost my ego

Give me a hickey

As takeaway

I wanna go home stare at it in my mirror

And smile before I go to bed

Affect my sleep with the thoughts of your body

Disrupt my thoughts with the perfect scent of your body

Now I don’t want to have breakfast

All I want is you

There’s no better food I’d rather have

They tasted so good

Now I don’t want anything else

But the pineapple from beneath your skirt

let’s do this tomorrow

Same time ?

I sneak out

I’d risk getting the virus

Just for pineapples.

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