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Lonely night

It gets so lonely sometimes

I’ve been lonely for too long

Even while I was in relationships

It’s like no one really got me

No one really knew me

No one knew how to love me

Now I’m all alone

It gets so quiet at night

And I take up one side of the bed

I’ve become so addicted to it

Maybe it’s because that’s where I charge my phone and use it nonstop to distract me from the pain I feel

To make it less quiet

Less alone

I have my phone

Feeling sadness from loneliness does not equate lack of self worth

I think it’s time I get honest with myself

Being alone isn’t self love

It’s sometimes self isolation

I guess I’m afraid that someone would use my vulnerability against me

I’m too sensitive

I can’t afford to have more pain

But sometimes I wish I had my woman

I wish she adored me just as much as I adore her

She doesn’t exist yet

Although, a girl can only wish

Wish to be less lonely tonight

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lgbt poetry

Always remember you

I remember you

I remember what it was like the first time

I was scared

I didn’t know how to act around this girl that gave me shivers

The good kind actually

A big personality

A contagious smile

At that moment I knew

I knew for her I’d run a thousand miles

The memories are here to stay

Just as you are in my life till this day

I’d never give this away

I’ve seen you grow

Different hairstyles

Different fashion styles

And a different way of life

The free kind

The one that makes me want to stay

You can say she’s a rebel

The good kind

The only savior in my type of human kind

No one needs to remind me that I love you

I have always loved you

I can’t stop loving you

I breath easier when I’m with you

Reality isn’t enough when I’m with you

I travel miles in my mind, soul and body when I touch you

When I feel your face in my palm

My heart begins to melt like I have never experienced a woman

Touching on your hair even if there isn’t much there

I feel as though I am close enough

Close enough to feel vibrations

Close enough for me is your heartbeat

The one that you think that I don’t hear

Why wouldn’t I always want to be near?

Close enough to try and stare into your amazing eyes

The one that makes me realize that I should stay

Realize how beautiful life could be

That I shouldn’t throw all this away

Your beautiful eyes

The one that I’m afraid to stare at for too long

I guess you never knew why

It’s just that my heart can’t take the fast beat

My body can’t take the shivers

And my tummy can’t take the butterflies

The love I have for you is infinity

I hope one day you’d take this ride with me

My love

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lgbt

UNDER THIS WOMAN.

“I am in control”, so I said to myself when she looked me straight in the eyes and told me how much she wanted me.

“I am in control”, I said.

Holding my body together,

Being strict on my mind and ignoring the goosebumps that can’t hide

She knows,

My anxiety tells me she knows how much I want her

How much I was to rip her clothes apart

She knows,

How much I want to see what her nipples really look like beneath that sundress,

How beautiful those nipples stand,

How I’m able to get out of this,I don’t seem to understand.

She touches me,

I can’t possibly tell her to stop

I want her even way more than she wants me

I thought to myself,

“Right now I’m right where she wants me to be”

She took off my shirt and kissed me from the neck down

She teased me and I shook at every single touch

How tender yet so aggressive

For her, in this moment I’ll be so decisive

She took me and made me her sex toy

She satisfied herself with my body

I had never felt more proud of myself than in that moment

Her sweat dripped down her back as she made sweet love to me

I grabbed her ass as she began going hard on me

Her ass smacking my thighs as her pussy hits mine

I lose touch with reality as I’m under her spell

“If this is hell ,I’ll gladly be your prisoner”, I whispered in her ear

She moaned out my name as she was choking me

She is my fantasy

She locked her eyes onto mine

I watched her facial expressions get so intense

As she rode on me

Her breasts bouncing

Her ass smacking

Wetness splattering

Vagina uncontrollably juicing

She captured my soul beyond explanation

She calls out my name one more time

This time she can barely be coherent

She is cumming all over me

I can feel her

Her cum dripping down my pussy

Her heart beating fast as she proceeds to lay on top of my body

How sweet

Nowhere I’d rather be

Than underneath this woman.

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UNFORGETTABLE

The rush

Just like ecstasy flowing through my body

She can’t be compared to nobody

The butterflies that she causes in my tummy are currently in chaos

They can’t think straight anymore

They lose their minds at the sweet sensation running through my heart

She gives us the true meaning of excitement

My vagina answers to the sound of her voice

And the feeling of her touch

Is it safe to just say she owns me?

My soul knows that she does

That is why whenever I’m without her

I close my eyes

And that is where my moment with her lies

Remembering all the moments we shared sitting across from each other on a beautiful night

Her eyes glowing

Such an incredible sight

Speaking love languages without words

Feeling of being in our on world

She lives in my heart

I have already made her a permanent home

No matter where she goes or I go

She will always stay within

I love her

With my body, soul and spirit

I do

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OXYGEN

I can’t breathe

Feeling like somethings chaotic is about to happen

Feeling as though I’m trying to catch my breath

But still in that process

I can’t breathe

She left,

And for this reason,

It feels like my heart is squeezing

And my neck choked, not talking sexually

Is all well with me mentally ?

I can’t breathe

Air left me when she abandoned me

Like a book left on shelf

I slowly started dying

I can’t breathe

When she left my light turned to darkness

The beautiful life she promised, we couldn’t witness

How dare she leave

She knows she’s my weakness

Now all smiles lost

Holding on to memories that made me smile genuinely,

Like when I always told her, “smile for me baby”

I knew she was my one and only

She made me breathe

Fire ever burning

Desires never stopping

No matter what she thought she was

I saw the beauty in what seemed to be broken

And mystery in what made her who she is

I never planned for this

Where is my breath ?

I can’t breathe

Where is my oxygen?

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lgbt poetry

LOVE, SPACE AND FANTASIES.

I closed my eyes today,

Removed myself from this planet

And took you along with me

I guess you know where,

Space

Where our memories are only ours and hard to erase

Where nothing else matters than this place

Where it’s just us

Where I could look into your eyes

And tell you the millions of feelings inside of me

Where somehow we have superpowers and we could see each other’s hearts

Where I could kiss you

And we have nowhere else to go

Because it’s just us

And right there in that moment we could kiss and make love for as long as possible

Because with you is where I feel most comfortable

You’re with me

I’m touching your beautiful hair

So soft

But your skin is softer

Your face is amazing to touch

Your lips

Damn your lips

I stare at them when you’re not looking

The way your upper lip forms the letter “M”

When you smile it’s like the world changes

With you there’s no one or nothing I fear

It’s peaceful here

Wow

You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever known

I want to hold you every single day

Life without you Is no life at all

Every day for you I’d fall

Don’t be scared by love for you

You are all that matters to me

No one else makes me feel the way you do

I’d run to the end of the world and back for you

You,

You are everything

You’re all of me

You are a part of my body ,spirt and soul

With you I feel whole

I breath for you

I smile for you

I laugh for you

Because for you is all that makes me happy

Touch me

I mean my face

Make me feel all of the things you feel

Take me into you

As I have, you

Look into my eyes and tell me the things you find hard to say

Take me into the future

Preferably a sunny day in May

A walk on the beach

Blunts in Cali

Eye fucking each other while having lunch with Kota the friend

Your eyes telling me that this would never end

Don’t tell me to stop licking my lips

It’s the way you make me feel

You’re like a full course meal

With extras on the side

Lots and lots of extras

Look into my eyes one more time baby

Just the way you do

How you close your eyes just a little bit and open it,

when you tell me how much you love me

How you take me on journeys with your eyes

To places only our hearts could see

You are my greatest fantasy

There’s no place I’d rather be

Than in your arms

It’s the safest place for me

I love you but please don’t think you’d ever know how much I love you

It’s unexplainable

It’s deeper than you’ve ever imagined

So I touch your beautiful face

And I look into your eyes

And I tell you with all my being

With all of my heart

That from the very start

I have loved you,

I love you,

I’ll keep on loving you even more each passing day

Till all of eternity

I promise

I always will.

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lgbt

My breath.

My mind told me to go

But my heart told me no

I’m never letting go

The road to our freedom might be slow

I need you to know

That now I’m running to the end of the world and back

Trying not to lose track

Of every memory

And how you and all that you are

Is Just the perfect savory

I worship this love we both have

In all of your glory

You are the exact definition of royalty

I will fight to hear your heartbeat

When you win or when you lose I’ll take a seat

Right next to you

So I need you to know

I’m never letting go

You are all I need in this rugged world of pain

A life without you in it would’ve drove me insane

Hold my hands let’s walk in this lane

Where you and I are all that matters

Ignoring all the sadness that lingers

Take me to space

Let me live in your galaxy

You are mine

And I, yours.

I will love you forever

You are my breath.

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Chaos.

Starting to become familiar with it

I mean this life of disorderliness

Where we leave our trash lying around

Waiting for someone to clear up the mess

We love so hard

We get hurt

And we fight the pain by trying to love someone else harder

Self destruction at its finest

Pain is the comfort zone

They say ,”put down the phone”

“Don’t call her”

“You don’t need her”

“Why can’t you just forget about her”

So I dared my demons

I show up at her door step

Begging for her to stay close

Every crumb from the bread of love

I’d gladly pick from the floor

For every drop of water that comes to wash this stupidity

I’d gladly block the shore

So I say,

“Just one last time”

“And we can call it quits “

But here I am again

It’s never going to be enough

This is the death of me

I’m dying in my mind

Where all the space she took

Can’t be recovered

Dancing to soothing sad music

You say that’s sick

At least I have chaos and one sided love

What do you have?

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lgbt

REBEL

It was the way she danced away the night

Her star shining even in plain sight

The way she spoke

The way she was unapologetic

Her aura was magnetic

I saw myself in her

A rebel we don’t play by the rules

taking physical action,

not just holding and believing in unpopular views

She’s special

I can feel it

See it

I’m lost in the imagination of all that she is

She reminds me of myself

Fighting these demons

But maintaining sanity by any means necessary

Turning weed to our every day accessory

Temporary wipe out of our bad memory

Just maybe from there we just might change this story

We carry our power and darkness with all of our glory

Like shield and armors

You dare not harm us

She’s a rebel

I love that about a woman

A “fuck the world type of woman”

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lgbt

BEFORE I SLEPT…

Before I slept

I closed my eyes and touched my body

I imagined it was your hands

I opened my eyes and pictured you walking towards me and grabbing both of my legs and going down on me

I imagined you doing things that only our eyes I could see

I reminded myself of how soothing your voice is to me

As I thrust deeper and deeper I called out your name

I thought of you being naked on top of me

How wet your pussy could be

While smashing into mine and causing an overflow of cum

I gasped for breath

And thought of you holding my neck and choking me

Telling me that I was all you needed me to be

Deeper deeper deeper

It was better imagining you fucking me

It was intense

I’d do anything to get you to touch me for real

I crave every bit of you

I closed my eyes again

I took out the ice

And held you in my arms from the back sitting on the bed naked

I held you so tight and put it all over your beautiful neck

Then down to your nipples

Then down to your navel

All the way down to your pussy

You shivered

And then I touched it how it needed to be touched

While kissing on your neck and chocking you the exact way you needed to be

Before I slept

I imagined you all over me

It wasn’t a sad night

Not a single tear dropped except tears of joy

the imagination of you was my sex toy

Didn’t need no vibrator

I want more

I’m not done yet

Come on top of me

Hit it right where our pussy meets

Let our cum stain this sheets

Fuck me harder and harder

Give me the main course ,fuck the starter

I want you today , tomorrow , next year, and the fucking year after.

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