I can’t breathe
Feeling like somethings chaotic is about to happen
Feeling as though I’m trying to catch my breath
But still in that process
I can’t breathe
She left,
And for this reason,
It feels like my heart is squeezing
And my neck choked, not talking sexually
Is all well with me mentally ?
I can’t breathe
Air left me when she abandoned me
Like a book left on shelf
I slowly started dying
I can’t breathe
When she left my light turned to darkness
The beautiful life she promised, we couldn’t witness
How dare she leave
She knows she’s my weakness
Now all smiles lost
Holding on to memories that made me smile genuinely,
Like when I always told her, “smile for me baby”
I knew she was my one and only
She made me breathe
Fire ever burning
Desires never stopping
No matter what she thought she was
I saw the beauty in what seemed to be broken
And mystery in what made her who she is
I never planned for this
Where is my breath ?
I can’t breathe
Where is my oxygen?
queenremsspoetry 