Today.

Today I remember all the things that broke me

All the hatred that built me

The sadness that overwhelmed me

My first attempt

Today I stare at my scars

I remember the stitches

Somehow I managed to put it aside

But today I and my pain lay side by side

Today I’m weak

Today, the second day of the week

I hope I try surviving

It’s hard to live when you are me

In my body

Walking in my damn shoes

It’s hard today

Tomorrow

And another today

I’m only waiting for a miracle

Or I might leave silently.