Today I remember all the things that broke me
All the hatred that built me
The sadness that overwhelmed me
My first attempt
Today I stare at my scars
I remember the stitches
Somehow I managed to put it aside
But today I and my pain lay side by side
Today I’m weak
Today, the second day of the week
I hope I try surviving
It’s hard to live when you are me
In my body
Walking in my damn shoes
It’s hard today
Tomorrow
And another today
I’m only waiting for a miracle
Or I might leave silently.
