POINTLESS NOTHINGNESS CALLED LIFE.

Nothing makes sense anymore

I’m no longer waiting to see what the future has in store

I wish there was light at the end of my tunnel

The deeper I go the darker it gets

As I take each step with regrets

That I chose to be here

To have hope in a future I knew wasn’t coming

Now I’m here running

Just fast enough to get to the end of this misery

Just fast enough to leave all the pain behind

I guess happiness is hard to find

So let me have peace of mind instead

Even if I know I’d find the ultimate peace when I’m dead

My world is a mess

I’m only here playing a damsel in distress

Too late to regress

Just here to impress

That I can be your title of a strong woman and let it all go

And act a “pick me”, so society can drive me into dirt

Call me societies wheel barrow

I play the main character so I don’t have to remember all this is real

I am here once again pretending to be okay and dressed to kill

I thought I was dead for too long but now I’m back as usual

You might think that my write ups are unusual

Sit back , think , relate

You are in this hell we call life

We are just too blind to see the fire surrounding us

Burning us beyond recognition

Trust me this isn’t a competition

At this point in my life there is nothing I fear

Not a thousands deaths

Nor a million misogynistic men

Not a thousand army at lekki toll gate

Not a fucking homophobic moron

Not anyone

Not you

Not me

I fear nothing

Not even this pointless thing called life

Absolutely nothing!