suicide – queenremsspoetry

Do you ever feel hated ?

I mean really feel like you’re not wanted

And don’t mean anything to the people you thought meant the world to you

And this time I’m not talking about love and emotions between two lovers

I’m talking about family

Have you ever felt like you’re not just good enough?

And everyday you feel like there’s nothing you could ever do to be that superstar

And then you see yourself standing afar when you should’ve been close enough

And things don’t matter anymore

You give up on them

And you give up on yourself

Then when you try ending your life they act like they care

And just when they see you doing good

And being all happy again

They make you go through the same emotionally draining cycle

my heart is bleeding

And some how I feel like there isn’t any blood left enough to live through this misery too

Trust me I feel the same way

You’re tired of looking too perfect?

Everyone else wishing they’d be like you

But in your mind you know you’re rejecting it on their behalf ?

This might be the worst shit you’d ever read

But never trust a love that comes after you survive suicide or depression

It is fake

They’re only doing it not to feel responsible for your death

Don’t die but pls don’t live for them either

I love you

Love yourself too.